endly conversation

if i were to die
what would you say?
would you start weeping?
to watch, would you pay?.
why are you angry now?
is it something i said?
"you know my days over!"
thoughts of rage in my head.
people pointed and laughed
they thought it was great,
making it worse
my sadness, greif, thoughts of hate.
did you think i was joking?
did you consider it true?
about what i had said
because i have put my trust in you